what should I do? Right now everything
back quite a fight with my treasure. This time it is very bad.
Last night (05.12), I hosted my radio show. We celebrated into Vacca's birthday. Of course, properly taken care of and also I'm feeling drunk with alcohol.
but I made a terrible error. I drank the bottle Red Met (9%) have a beer with this mixture and I got an effect, the rapid me woozy. I remember that I have finished my presentation and then I got from NEN blackout. I must have
apparently something written on my treasure what hurt him very much. I just do not remember it. Today when I came on, we have tries to talk. I've tried to excuse myself several times. Apparently it has taken so much that he was almost ready to end the relationship.
I noticed that my apology was accepted but he could not forget it somehow. But he also told me that they do not know what hurt him but I hurt him.
Again and again the day we meet each other and he seemed to me very unforgiving. He kept going into my error, which made me very Deprissiv this because I know that I had done something wrong and he gave me an icy feeling that he no longer bring me really wants a mate.
In the end it was too much and had to interrupt the contact. I Fear of losing him, but he calls me I do not drink alcohol, and skin over and over again to the error. What should I do? I can not be undone.
people asked if I could remember if I said something that hurt him. Only there was no one on something.
I do not know how I can make it good again, although he has forgiven me but why he strikes again and again out with it? I'm desperate, depressed and my body breaks, fear is a states. I'm trembling, sweating, chest pain stomach / diarrhea and no end.
It ief so good and I was always good to him. Does it have to go now so to end? Please do not ... :.. '(
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