I came home on thursday when I first got NEN half shock. NEN or actually complete. I got him now for almost 4 weeks no longer seen, and in the time he has broken down so incredible. I have torn the heart's. but he is so a small fighter, always have done, no matter how sick or struck he was. but it was already since january Sun every time I came home again, he had something removed.
although I had Thursday and Friday watching the ganzent day time and got him, and fed and watered, because by itself has not sought to eat often, but he is not even half of them have been what he once had. and he was never greedy grad but that he has eaten as much as it should. bubi. Furthermore, the mites do not become the tool better, how the heck even if he is not fit.
and I felt so shit to be with him, to caress him and to know, tomorrow afternoon we make our last common travel ...
and I think he's knew.
and he was more anxious than usual when veterinarian. He was so brave.
than we have him buried in the garden, went off the total thunderstorm.
and I can not go into my room to have it without the feeling something is missing. no matter when and where I (or really any with us), I've only ever seen purely in it or anyway he sat in the doorway when the door was open. before I went to bed, I got him "into betti" brought up in the morning after m I left him out first. and it frequently throughout the day to eat what to bring. usually half of their own apple and other ... 7 years.
I miss him just like that.
I just hope it was the right decision. forward but it is pain with appetizers and feed up I think is not fair. apart from the stress of vet trips.
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